“Damn near 30”
One of many inside jokes between me and my best friend during our birthday every year “wheewww chile damn near 30 and pushing 45” LOL. We’ve been saying that since we were 20. Months before my birthday I kept saying “I’m really almost 26, am I where I should be in life”. And then I go on to think about those my age or younger who have accomplished more and are killing it in every aspect of life - or so it seems. Never do I ever get upset at them, I’m proud, but then I get upset with myself because I feel like a wreck most days. Not finishing what I start, leaving jobs left and right, leaving school for the third time, ending business ideas before I even start, and a nonexistent dating life lol. Don’t get me wrong, I’m proud of where I’ve come from, and never see my growth as mediocre, but I’m constantly thinking “more should be happening in life right now”. I’m a true believer in “we meet people for a reason” and right on time. The last two days I had three women ...